Where Shall We Begin?
To tell you the truth I never know where to start with writing for something like this. I am 28 years old and have quite a bit of stories trapped in this noggin of mine, but never truly know where to begin. People tell me I should just start writing things down, but it always comes down to timing I suppose.
Well right now I have the feeling of "no time like the present" - so I have logged into this blank page and started tapping away.
BUT... What to write about? I don't know if I will ever alert anyone to this thing's existence... to be honest this is all for me, at least at this time, so it shouldn't matter. If anyone does stumble across this, I apologize for my random thought jumping and many paragraphs... I tend to have a list-type cadence when I write - not necessarily speak, but my brain lists things like points to get across, generally sounding like a one-sided convo with myself, so it always comes full circle.
Maybe I will just list some stuff out. I haven't filled out the about section yet, but I can get a few things down here that I can elaborate on later.
Yea... That sounds good.
So. A list... A list that will probably lead to infinitely more lists.
Top things on my brain right now, not in any real order:
Stay tuned ☄
Well right now I have the feeling of "no time like the present" - so I have logged into this blank page and started tapping away.
BUT... What to write about? I don't know if I will ever alert anyone to this thing's existence... to be honest this is all for me, at least at this time, so it shouldn't matter. If anyone does stumble across this, I apologize for my random thought jumping and many paragraphs... I tend to have a list-type cadence when I write - not necessarily speak, but my brain lists things like points to get across, generally sounding like a one-sided convo with myself, so it always comes full circle.
Maybe I will just list some stuff out. I haven't filled out the about section yet, but I can get a few things down here that I can elaborate on later.
Yea... That sounds good.
So. A list... A list that will probably lead to infinitely more lists.
Top things on my brain right now, not in any real order:
- PCOS (Poly-Cystic Ovary Syndrome) - new diagnosis
- Diabetes, Type 1 - old diagnosis... Pump study possibilities, pump supply issues, insulin issues, doctors appointments...
- Failing my family/Failing to have a family
- Lack of artistic drive/expression
- Work - particularly being fed up with a certain supervisor
- Money/bills
- Weddings
- Mental health - anxiety, depression
- 1-off events - Tigers game with Randi, Blueberry picking with Chelsea, Oscoda weekend trip, WWE events...
- Grandparents
- Being a decent cat/pet owner... Angus and Tonks
- House/home ownership
- Jesse and I's relationship / being a wife
- How people can neglect others and be ok with that... other people, animals, etc...
- How comfortable I am with being "happy" all the time AKA "The Mask"
- Music/lyrics stuck in my head
- ...quotes stuck in my head
- Being a false idol/don't put me on a pedestal
- In-laws driving me nuts
- Nostalgia/ic triggers
- Social media
Stay tuned ☄
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